What is wrong with me?
W has been gone for almost a week, and I never even noticed.
I could’ve sworn she was around.
I just assumed that if she wasn’t in bed in the morning, she was off doing something.
Exploring Tessera or something.
Anything.
But why didn’t I notice in the evenings?
Is it my sleep schedule?
I know I crashed on the couch a few times because Ash and I were up late exploring form factors and working on experimental designs.
Ugh…
How does this even happen?
I just assumed she was out making friends and doing stuff like the rest of us.
If the kids hadn’t sat me down this morning, I don’t know when I would have realized.
They’re saying W left a week ago to be with her dad.
A week ago!
They said she never really wanted to move.
They’re both pissed off at me.
Why wouldn’t they be?
But we spoke about this!
All of it.
For months.
She told me the move was fine.
Did I just hear what I wanted to hear?
I never would’ve applied if she hadn’t agreed to it.
Well… guess I’m going on a trip.